I aint no goddamned son of a bitch

Tue, 26 Jun 2007 23:49:20 GMT

jforce

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 05:51:04 GMT

so i havent updated this thing since like may, but im bored and putting off doing my french homework. that, and people only write in lj's when they have something to complain about, and i dont hahaha. everythings cool, im an english major now. dont ever become a music major, it sucks.

i love mandy!!!!!

Mon, 09 May 2005 07:32:44 GMT

so, this week/weekend has been increbible. thursday was the last day of classes, and my only final is on wednsday, which sucks, but after that, im done.
on saturday, the fuel injectors were given an unbelievable fucking opportunity. we got to open for the one and only MARKY RAMONE at the bombshelter in manchester!!!!!! he and his band played only ramones songs, and it was incredible. we got to meet him and everything. it was one hell of an honor and a very humbling experience to share the stage with one of the members of one of the premire punk rock bands of all time.
so, for tonight, or last night, if you wanna be all fuckin technical about it, jonee earthquake got on a mission a show, which also happened to be at the bombshelter. now, keep in mind, the owner of the bomb shelter was wicked pissed at the fuel injectors for not selling all fifty tickets for the marky show. luckily, i dont think he recognized me, which worked in our favor. anyways, so tonight, we played with a shitload of bands, including piracy (who i fucking missed cuz i had to fucking work, that pissed me right the fuck off, i REALLY wanted to see them), jonee earthquake band, the knox, the assbags, stin and the beatoffs, etc. so anyways, i was a little nervous, but people really seemed to dig us, which was awesome. we were talking to the knox after, and they asked us if we wanted to play a show with them sometime in july, which is amazing. so, everyone in all of the bands were really awesome, we got along with everyone and made some new friends. this weekend has been fuckin incredible. ive never played two shows in one weekend before, and it was awesome. and i still have three more this month between the two bands.
but yeah, shits runnin through my head that i wish wouldnt, but whatever, fuck it and fuck you too. hugs and kisses.

finally, an update...

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 04:43:58 GMT

hey everyone. whats up? ive been busy as a mtotherfucker lately. my new band the fuel injectors has played three shows in the past two weeks, after only being together for about four weeks. shit is coming together so goddamned fast. were opening for marky ramone at the bombshelter on may 7th. its all ages, so if you want tickets, leave me a comment with your email address/ phone number, and ill get back to you. tickets are fifteen bucks.
OAMs goin fuckin incredible too. we played a fuckin awesome show at the lowell elks on april 17th with jonee earthquake, piracy, and panic attack. that show was a ball, we had such a great time. thanks to kev byers for keeping my bass drum from sliding forward hahaha.
so anyways, next month is gonna be amazing. school ends, ill FINALLY have some free time and be moving out of salem state, and, betweet the two bands, i have six shows. on may 3rd, OAM is playing at the lin garden in dracut for a tsunami benefit show. on may 7th, the fuel injectors are opening for marky fucking ramone at the bombshelter in manchester. on may 8th, OAM is playing at the bombshelter with jonee earthquake, piracy, the knox, and a shitload of other bands. on may 13th, OAM is playing at the artspace in gloucster with some bands i dont know. on may 21st, the fuel injectors are playing at curlys coffee shop in amherst, nh with my good friends mongrel, great fucking band and even better guys. then, finally, on may 28th, the fuel injectors are playing at the artspace with 80 proof and some others. so itll be awesome, i cant wait. ill be wicked fucking burnt out, though, but itll be worth it. the only thing is, though, i fucking miss mia, i love those dudes, and i love playing shows with them. i reall miss hanging out and playing with them.
its almost finals time, and i cant wait till fucking schools over. the last day of classes is may 4th, so you never know. ok, i have to get some sleep, night.

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 07:04:34 GMT

so, a lots been going on lately. Im now in two bands and my newest is called the fuelk injectors. were like a '77 punk rock band a lot like the ramones and the misfits. we have oyur first show next tuesday night at the bay bridge in salem ma, 18+ and FREE, so go. and on a missions going fuckin great too. we have a show on april 17th, everyone fuckin go. uh, chris cut my hair into a mowhawk the other day, and it looks pretty good. im gonna dye it black this weekend.
uh, im about ready for school to end. i actually just found out that i made the deans list last semester. imagine that, me, on the fuckin deans list?!?!?! whats next, right? but yeah, school is just getting redundant, and im not really liking it too much. i want to either transfer schools at some point, or maybe drop out.
but ive been real wierd lately. either like real happy or real sad or real pissed. its not cool. im just so fed up with so many of the things around me. like being backed into a corner or lectured or bitched at by so many fuckin people. thats not cool. sometimes, i wish people could just be cool with the way other people and other things are. no need to try to fuckin mold people, thats just weak. but honestly, its not even that big of a deal, nothing major, doesnt even bug me that much. but what are you gonna do, right?
livejournals pretty lame. its been like a month since my last entry. whatever, fuck it haha.

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 16:28:11 GMT

hey everyone. so canada was a fucking blast, i was SOOOOOOOO happy to see sawyer again, and it was awesome to hang out with the emster as well, theyre both fuckin awesome, i love them hahaha. we met this girl kate, and er boyfriend jesse, and they were awesome. im gonna miss them :-(. fuckin a suckas. its spring break week, so if anyone wants to do something, gimme a call, im goin back to school monday morning, and i havent fuckin seen anyone in forever it seems. goin to see tower of power tonight. fuckin rock. goin to see the murphys/ the unseen on saturday afternoon with andrew. fuckin rock. goin to see the murphys/ the casualties with alicia on sunday night. fuckin rock again. pat and erik are comin over in a little while, were gonna chill. i love them. anyways, im bored, gimme a call. peace.

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 06:17:37 GMT

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FOUR FUCKIN DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Sun, 13 Feb 2005 20:41:54 GMT

If you read this,
even if i don't speak to you often,
post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.

Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you....

yeah, motha fucka, goin to see avoid one thing with dad and hopefully matt on tuesday at the muddy river in portsmouth. i cant fucking wait. college is kinda cool sometimes. thats it. post a fuckin memory. peace.

finally, a fucking update

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 06:05:39 GMT

so im finally all settled in at salem state. im in room 316 in peabody hall, for anyopne who wants to vist ::cough cough:: got all my classes fixed, and my internet hooked up. my roomates wicked cool. so far were getting along real good. right now, everyone (except me) is wicked drunk. whatever, its all good.
hey everyone, got some oam shows comin up that everyone needs to know about. we just confirmed ashow in springfield for february 11th. i dont know the info, so check the site. and i know its a wicked fuckin hike, wich DOES suck, but if you can, make it out and support us ya'll! the other one is the battle of the bands at reflections in chelmsford, for all those 18 or older. now, this ones weird, we were told were playing on february 26th, which is what were gonna stick to, but in the confirmation email, she said the 5th. whatever, just plan on the 26th. its on "punk night", but since were the only punk band playing this battle of the bands, its "grunge and rock night............... oh yeah, and theres a punk band playing too." whatever, its a show and should be real fun. see me for tickets, i have em for 5 bucks. theyre 7 at the door, so buy em from one of us. uh, thats about it. later.

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 08:47:31 GMT

props to tito. well, i do think this is a good idea too...

Lets do this people!! January 20th!! Power to the People!! Spread the word!!
Help Make a Difference... Please mark your calendars now...

Since our religious leaders will not speak out against the war in Iraq, since our political leaders don't have the moral courage to oppose it in America.

On "Not One Damn Dime Day" those who oppose what is happening in our name in Iraq can speak up with a 24-hour national boycott of all forms of consumer spending. During "Not One Damn Dime Day" please don't spend money. Not one damn dime for gasoline. Not one damn dime for necessities or for impulse purchases. Not one damn dime for nothing for 24 hours.

On "Not One Damn Dime Day," please boycott Wal-Mart, Kmart, Target...
Please don't go to the mall or the local convenience store. Please don't buy any fast food (or any groceries at all for that matter). For 24 hours, please do what you can to shut the retail economy down.

The object is simple. Remind the people in power that the war in Iraq is immoral and illegal; that they are responsible for starting it and that it is their responsibility to stop it. "Not One Damn Dime Day" is to remind them, too, that they work for the people of the United States of America, not for the international corporations and K Street lobbyists who represent the corporations and funnel cash into American politics.

"Not One Damn Dime Day" is about supporting the troops. The politicians put the troops in harm's way. Now over 1,200 brave young Americans and (some estimate) 100,000 Iraqis have died. The politicians owe our troops a plan - a way to come home.

There's no rally to attend. No marching to do. No petitions to sign. No left or right wing agenda to rant about. On "Not One Damn Dime Day" you take action by doing nothing. You open your mouth by keeping your wallet closed. For 24 hours, nothing gets spent, not one damn dime,to remind our religious leaders and our politicians of their moral responsibility to end the war in Iraq and give America back to the people.
Please share this

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 20:14:19 GMT

got my grades, here goes:

English Comp I - A
History of World Civilizations I - C-
Music and the Humanities- B
Seminar for Music Majors I- A-

GPA- 3.1, motherfuckers!

wow, first time i got no D's or F's on a report card in my life. and i didnt even cheat. haha, bad ass.

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 20:48:08 GMT

hey everyone, been a while since i updated. a lots happened, so i figured id bring this thing up to speed.
how was everyones christmas? i got a minifridge for the dorm room it looks like ill be getting. man, i want a dorm room so fucking bad, i think itll do me (haha, and everyone else) a lot of good and what not. so yeah, christmas was good, i got to see my extended family, which is good. i feel a little out of place with them, especially the mclaughins, but i still love them, even if i think some of them were pissed i dyed my hair bright red.
so im on break from school now. thats awesome, im so glad i get a break from all the work and shit. i go back on january 12th, and honestly, a good part of me cant wait to go back. i miss everyone from school, like pat and sean and everyone else. so many wicked kick ass people go to school at salem state man.
so yeah, new years eve kicked SO much ass. i mean, i had to work, which was totally horrible, but you win some, you lose some, you know. after that, we had band practice, and we started working on a brand new song, and it sounds awesome so far. i cant wait until its done. but after that, andrew and tito and matt furtado and ben todd all came over for like a new years eve party. they brought over dvds and an xbox with halo. so we watched uncle buck, dodgeball, office space, and old school (i think thats it), and they all played halo at times. we watched family guy too, awesome show. but there was SOOOOOOOO much food. at first we had like three large pizzas. and like every hour/ hour and a hakf, we put more food in the over. we had mozzarella sticks, chicken strips, fush sticks, aome honey bbq chicken wings (which we didnt even buy, but i just found, haha score), two boxes of hot buffalo chicken wings, and another huge bag of buffalo wings, sixty cans of soda, chips m&ms, you name it, we ate it hahaha. so that night was awesome. whenever someone (me) fell asleap, everyone would pile empty soda cans on them, andtake pictures. i got wicked pissed at the time, but thinking about it after, i realize it was fuckin hilarious. haha, we threw fish sticks at ben when he fell asleap. we watched the ball drop, and just all hung out. it was one of the best nights ever.
and then came new years day, when i had to work at 8 in the morning after not sleeping at all the night before. that was so horrible, and when it was over, i went home and just slept.
so i had to work yesterday mornning at 8 again. ive been feeling wicked sick lately, so i ended up leaving two hours early. then later on me and kev hung out for a while. all in all it was a decent enough day. so there you have it...

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 19:02:08 GMT

so, things are looking good as far as me getting a dorm room goes. i guess a lot of people have dropped out, so hopefully ill get one. i want to get the hell out of this damn little town. i need some fuckin space from my sister too, goddamn.

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 07:34:46 GMT

jesus christ, school is so fucking annoying. fuck school.

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 06:05:55 GMT

man, i wish we could all just go back in time a few years. like before we started going through all this shit with each other. i used to have such a strong support group of awesome, awesome friends. since like, last january, everythings been getting more and more fucked up. most of the people i thought id be friends with forever i never even talk to anymore. i never see any of my old friends anymore, and it suucks.
well, this whole "starting college" thing hasnt been totally horrible. i mean, im already done with my classes for the semester. now i just have to do a bunch of work and take two finals. i kinda like school, to be honest. and ive met so many awesome people, like pat and sean. man, pat knows me better than people who ive known for four years do.
but i just wish things could be like they used to be. before we all drifted apart, and lost our innocense. people are so fickle and change their minds with the wind, and that drives me nuts, dude. just stick to your story, you know?
and there have been some huge changes in me, too. lately, ive only been able to be angry. the littlest thing will set me the fuck off. iremember things that have happened. people i thought were my close friends totally fucking me over. ill never forget what some people do. i might treat them civilly, but i dont think ill ever forget. i might not even be able to forgive. i wish i could just bury the hatchet, but ive never been able to, and i dont think i ever will.
theres some things i wish i could just erase. some periods of time, some things i did. even some of the happier times, just so i wouldnt have been in a state of euphoria, and then thrown back into the real fucking world. i wish i never met some of the people i know, and i wish i knew some people better. but whatever, theres nothing i can do to make anything right, so how about this, just fuck everything and everyone.

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 22:03:42 GMT

alright, eventfuyl night last night. first off, we played at the sad cafe, whatever. then, when we left, i found out my friend had been hit by a car while getting into his own car and had been taken to the er. so me, matt, and andrew all went ocver. we got there around 11:30ish and didnt leave till after 2. luckily, he was ok and they talked to the woman who hit him. then me and matt went to ihop and had the worst dinner ever. i got in at like 3:30.
but hey, ive been thinking lately. and there are so many people i miss, and dont miss at the same time. some people i never see anymore and really wish i saw more of. i mean, no one ever does anything anymore, you know? whatever, i mean, its not a big deal, but still, it gets to me. i just hope that i dont like lose everyone, especially people i was so close to in high school, but never see anymore. guys, call me sometime, alright? later.

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 03:32:53 GMT

i got in a car accident yesterday in middleton on my way to school. brakes locked up and i slid right into the guy in front of me. it was a pretty bad one. he had no damage, but my front ends wicked fucked up. if i wasnt wearing a seatbelt, id probably be in wicked bad shape. as it is now, i like friction burned my leg i think when it hit the dash. theres a patch of skin on my leg where the hairs all burned off. it hurts to even touch it. oh well, gotta start saving. later.

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 20:48:06 GMT

i take pleasure in your pain. hahaha, you suck. bye.

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 04:20:19 GMT

fuck you

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 21:00:57 GMT

Bush will "lead" our nation for another four years. more innocents will pay for his bad decisions and horrible judgement with their lives. more americans will end up on the street because they wont be able to support themselves or their families without jobs. once again, church and state are one and the same. his crimes will condemn the rest of our nation for generations. the rich control america once again, not the working class majority. the hands of all americans will be drenched in the blood of innocents. what were they thinking? what the hell have we done? why do i feel like its the beginning of the end?

"say your prayers, its the death of a nation..." A-F

Sat, 23 Oct 2004 23:11:49 GMT

hey, been a while since ive updated. wow, like over a month. well, there hasnt really been much to update about, i just go to school, and do nothing. thats pretty much it. more updates later. fuckin bye.

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 19:29:51 GMT

im 19 today AND i just found out i have carpel tunnel, whcih gets me out of work tonight. bad ass.

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 13:44:50 GMT

im 19 today

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 20:04:41 GMT

hahaha, fuck you.

i listen to the clash WAY too much.

so, im gonna be 19 in the day after tomorrow, and lucky me, i get to go to work AND the doctors. whatever.

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 22:20:36 GMT

i give up. if this is the way shits gonna be, then there truely is no future...